Startling enough, I am rendered speechless as the twelfth of march beckons towards me. With less than three weeks left for the ultimate test of my mugging capacity, it is only relieving to know that I share the feeling with more than six lakh candidates nationwide.
Blogging is now limited to grumbling incredible nothings in my nightmares and graphics are suffering a major setback. Watching movies however is still not a forgotten love - did manage to catch a part of my all time favorite flick last night - Andaaz Apna Apna - and was kind of still glad my humor remains with me.
Sandeep Chowta's Khoobsurat Hai Tu rings in my head all day, while I battle balance sheets and capital accounts. For some strange reason, the hypnotic situation that I've gotten used to now gives pleasure to me via trance music. Anything that remotely doesn't make sense but repeats itself like a stuck record is my music of the moment.
It is now that I miss the giggles and cheer the middle of february brought me. The fragrant red rose still hangs upside down in a dark corner waiting to become a dry flower like I read on the internet. The darkening petals only remind my of my own gray cells.
This post is indicative enough of my sheer barren imagination and suppressed thoughts. And if you feel like I just expressed what lies in your mind and heart - which seem to be rushing in opposite directions, like magnets with the same charge - welcome to the club buddy.


Comments
Hey girl, get back to your studies and forget blogging-wlogging for sometime, fail hona hai kya :)and yeah, believe Sandeep Chowta.
made cooler by Patrix on February 24, 2004 8:37 AM
Best of Luck.. happy studies :D, you will do well
made cooler by The Geek on February 24, 2004 12:53 PM
best of luck for the exams :D me this time mostly gona loose my exam.. dont have time to study.. just too busy with work :(
made cooler by Dhaval Faria on February 24, 2004 9:35 PM
Best of Luck 4 ur boards......:)
made cooler by HeartStopper on February 24, 2004 10:34 PM
Patrix: I would wish he would sing 'kismatwali hai tu' - would appreciate that much more! Considering the kind of luck I need to score well.. ugh!
Kushagra: happy studies? I so hate u :P
Dhaval: I wish I could accuse my work for academic troubles, but the only one whose gotta take the blame oughtta be me! :( Good luck with your exams man - seems like you're in my boat.
Kartik: Thanks man :D
made cooler by Lime on February 25, 2004 10:01 AM
hey best of luck
made cooler by Shonal on February 25, 2004 11:31 AM
heh ya, u can say that.. but I am almost prepared with all the subjects.. as they are like repeat to me.. so I am not worried with them.. neither with the appearing of exam or not.. coz my carrier is going really great.. right now I am giving Microsoft .NET Framework training in two compnies.. 2hrs per day for each company.. so 4hrs a day and I am getting 14,000rs per month :D isnt it gr8? and also in side I got all other projects of mine freelancing :D
made cooler by Dhaval Faria on February 25, 2004 2:01 PM
Hey hey, Best of luck. Study hard, if it gets depressing just think how gud it's gonna get when exams r goin to b over!!! works for me, but then don't start dreaming too much..... :P
made cooler by Sarthak on February 25, 2004 4:09 PM
Thanks for the compliment, hate me again as i quote "Happy Studies" :D:D, and when the results will be announced and you will get a great %age remember to treat me, though i know u hate me.. :D
made cooler by The Geek on February 26, 2004 3:51 PM
which movie/album of sandeep chowta is this?
made cooler by ek_shaks on March 3, 2004 8:36 AM
g'luck... enjoy the crunch time !!.. come out with a smile. bye
made cooler by rajat on March 4, 2004 1:37 AM
Shonal: Thanks :D
Dhaval: Wow, seems like you could really do some charity - considering I could use some :P
Sarthak: You're right - just the thought of never-ending nerve-wrecking result time that would follow the exam makes me feel like this is a breeze. Thanks, that helped! :P EVen if you meant the other way round...
Kushagra: A treat is due for sure - even if I don't score too well. After all, passing in itself is a great feat! :P
ek_shaks Now Thats Sandeep Chowta! Great song...
rajat: THanks :D
made cooler by Lime on March 6, 2004 7:25 AM
Hi lime, I am back after a long time.. now my blog is also working :D and hey where are you? still ur exams are going on or kya? still how many papers remain? and hows other exams were? hope you doing great.
made cooler by Dhaval Faria on March 13, 2004 2:58 PM
Finally got a chance to come online. You were right u know, these boardies are really the coolest things! Now I'm really looking forward to giving the remaining 2 exams. Slap on the cbse's face! Hope things r goin that good 4 u 2 :)
made cooler by Rohit on March 15, 2004 2:25 PM